My Father Never Returned Library Books: A Father’s Day Reading Remembrance

My Father Never Returned Library Books: A Father’s Day Reading Remembrance

Tom Burns’ dad loved libraries and he loved to read. However, he didn’t like giving libraries their books back. This is his story.

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With Father’s Day hitting this Sunday, it inevitably got me thinking about my dad, specifically about my dad and reading. My dad died when I was ten. A huge portion of my memories of my father involve watching him read. My dad read ALL THE TIME. He would take piles of books out from the library at a time and sit on our couch, all day and night, and he would read and read and read. He would chain-smoke Benson & Hedges 100s while he read and he would never, ever return those books to the library.

NEVER.

We had mountains of past-due library books in every room in our house, topped with sliding whitecaps made from all of the overdue penalty slips that arrived in our mailbox every day, begging us to return all of the publically-owned books we were hoarding. Those slips were largely ignored.

My dad loved our local library and so did we. And the librarians loved my dad. He was well-read, charming, had an adorably thick Scottish brogue, and always treated the librarians with respect, which is ironic, given how little respect he paid the library’s return policy. I have vivid memories of driving carloads and carloads of long-hoarded books down to Detroit’s main library branch after—if I’m remembering correctly—some kind of legal action was finally threatened. Fortunately, a friend who worked in the library system “fixed” the problem for us, but only after we did our best to return as many of the ill-gotten books as we could. I remember us meeting him after-hours at a side door of the main branch and just throwing what looked like hundreds of books onto carts, so he could log them back into the system and prevent the library police from taking my dad away to the overdue debtor’s prison. (At least, that was how it felt at the time.)

In retrospect, I am struck by three main thoughts about our long period of familial library larceny.

#1). That was just crazy behavior. Crazy. Seriously, who does that?

#2). I can’t help but wonder if that whole mess was even a partial inspiration behind my own desire to create such a large “bought-and-paid-for… look, I even have the receipts!” home library for my daughter.

And, #3). I wonder if that’s why I never had any books that belonged to my father.

Because, even though you could easily describe my father as a voracious reader, after he died (which wasn’t that long after our “Great Midnight Library Return” adventure), we barely had any of “his” books left in the house. I’m a person who owns a lot of books. If you went through my bookshelves at home, you’d find an odd mix of titles, but you’d also find copies of every book that ever really MEANT something to me. So, with that in mind, it feels very strange to me that my dad, who also, apparently, treasured books, didn’t do the same thing.

Now my father grew up really poor in Scotland and we were pretty broke when I was a kid, so maybe book-ownership was just an extravagance that he simply didn’t have. Maybe he relied on public libraries completely to supply himself with books, which makes for a nomadic reading existence, because, eventually, you have to give those books back. (No matter how hard we fought to prove that rule wrong.) But it always felt unusual to me that my father, the big reader, left such a non-existent book footprint in our home. There was no “Robbie Burns Memorial Library” left on our bookshelves after he was gone. (On the flip side of that, after I die, my daughter is going to be stuck with figuring out what to do with forty different copies of The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy.)

BUT that book footprint got a little more distinct two years ago when my mother moved out of my childhood home after living there for thirty-six years. As I was helping her clean out our house, she pulled a very dusty box-set of three books off a high shelf. It was a 1965 edition of the Lord of the Rings trilogy by J.R.R. Tolkien. In the decades I’d lived in that house, it was the first time I ever noticed them.My Father Never Returned Library Books: A Father’s Day Reading Remembrance
“These were your dad’s,” my mom said. “They were a gift from his friends.” She opened to the title page of Return of the King and showed me the inscription—“To Robbie from the Boys—June 1973.”My Father Never Returned Library Books: A Father’s Day Reading Remembrance
“You should take them,” she said. As far as I know, these are the only books that actually belonged to my father. I mean, there are probably several thousand books in the Detroit library system that still smell of his Benson & Hedges 100s, but these are the only three books that I have that I know he actually held, read, and, presumably, loved.

My Father Never Returned Library Books: A Father’s Day Reading RemembranceIt is both a good and a surreal feeling. First of all, I had NO idea that my dad was into fantasy. And maybe he wasn’t. Maybe there was just something about Tolkien he liked. And, hilariously, even though I’m the biggest geek in the tri-state area, I’ve NEVER read Tolkien myself. Not The Hobbit, not Fellowship of the Ring—not nothing. There was always just something a little too twee about Tolkien that always turned me off, even though I’ve enjoyed the Peter Jackson movies as much as the next guy.

So, this oddly-colored, worse-for-wear edition of the Lord of the Rings trilogy raises a lot more questions than it answers. What did my dad like to read? Why did “The Boys” think that the LOTR trilogy made the perfect gift for him? What was it about Tolkien that connected with him? Did he consider himself more of a Bilbo or a Gandalf? Why did he spend decades “long-term borrowing” books from the library, but felt the need to have his very own copy of Lord of the Rings?

I’ll never know. But, with Father’s Day on the horizon, I think I’ll officially move the Lord of the Rings trilogy onto the “Books My Kid Will Read One Day” shelf this year. Granted, that probably also means that I’ll have to breakdown and read Tolkien myself (sigh), but maybe the reason my dad held onto the Lord of the Rings for so long was because he was keeping it on his own version of a “Books My Kid Will Read One Day” shelf.

Or maybe not. Again, I’ll never know. But the fact that I’ll be able to read these editions with my daughter one day and tell her that they once belonged to her grandfather, hopefully, that alone will make it worth the effort. At the very least, it’ll be better than stealing them from the library.My Father Never Returned Library Books: A Father’s Day Reading Remembrance

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Originally appeared on BuildingaLibrary.com; Credit: Image—Bill Rice/Flickr

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About Tom Burns

Tom Burns is a husband, a dad, and a veteran of the educational publishing industry, living just outside of Detroit Rock City. He’s also been a writer and contributing editor for a number of web sites, including 8BitDad, and founded BuildingaLibrary.com - a website devoted to helping parents find the right books for their kids. You can find him on Twitter at @buildalibrary.

Comments

  1. Isn’t the beauty in books that they inspire more questions than they answer? True for me at least. Great post, Tom, sentimental and encouraging. Kudos to your “large “bought-and-paid-for… look, I even have the receipts!” home library for my daughter.” Ours is just waiting for our daughters to discover our love of books through osmosis. This sight – reading chapter is encouraging. The oldest seems to dig it.

  2. Those unknown and never to be known about our love ones are the questions that we can’t shake. While you’ll never know why your father did these things, one thing you do know is he loved books and you inherit that quality. That’s a good thing.

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