A Man, His Fat, and a Hatred of Photos

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Part techie, part gamer, and part cook, Danny can often be found tinkering with a PC, pondering short story ideas, or playing a game. When asked, “If you're so opinionated, why don't you start your own blog?” one time too many, he did just that. As a result, Danny's Corner was created as a place for the rage, confusion, comedy, and calm that are natural for one that's pondering the basics of being a man. He can also be found haunting Twitter from (@dannyscorner).

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  1. For what it’s worth, you have very nice eyes, which are the only parts visible in this photo. Good luck.

  2. Joanna Schroeder says:

    Great post, Danny.

  3. I feel like this is true for most any man with some sort of physical flaw. There are a total of maybe a dozen pictures that exist of me in the past 6 or 7 years.Hell, the picture I use here is almost 5 years old.

  4. Marilyn Wann says:

    Hi, Danny! Thank you so much for telling this story publicly! I’ve been a fat activist since the mid-90s and I’ve met so many fat men who have similar stories. I have found very few places where fat men can talk about what it’s like (and how weight stereotypes and social attitudes interact with attitudes about race, class, sexuality, etc.). I started a Facebook group a while back called Fat Club for Men, which has attracted some wonderful people of all genders (but mostly people who identify as fat men). I invite you to connect with fat activist community (and our companion communities: Health At Every Size® and fat studies), if you haven’t already. And please visit Fat Club for Men if you think you’d enjoy it!

  5. You look kind of cute to me. But I totally get it. Keep your head up and call me if you are ever in town. T

  6. Hi danny!!!
    All I have to say is face your fears! With dozens of pictures! Look at your photos, examine everything you can from them. That has helped me build confidence in myself. I have even printed my photos on paper and have traced outlines of things I’m most insecure about. I have dermatillomania, psoriasis, scars from past self harm, stretch marks and freckles, and I would take pictures of those particular areas that made me most uncomfortable, and search online for photos of large women and men and say to myself “these people are gorgeous, sexy, attractive, I have similar shapes, marks, rolls, thighs, bellies, arms, etc, and if I can see the beauty in these people who look similar, why can’t I see myself that way? I deserve my love and adoration more than these strangers do…”

    But… that’s just me.

    I’m kinda glad to hear that men have body struggles as well.
    I, personally, have always found fat guys to be much more attractive than their smaller/muscular counterparts.
    I do hope the best for you, and I hope you can conquer your fears and learn to love the hell outta yourself, cuz everyone deserves to be happy with themselves!!!

  7. I’m not a man, but I’m right there with you, Danny! I’m working on the same issue, myself. “I refuse to let other people be the measure of how much I like myself!” If we say that enough times, do you think we can really internalize it and feel it? I’d like to think so.

  8. Oh Danny, you are soooo not alone in this. I am right there with you, and have similarly made the decision to stop hiding from the camera, and just be who I am. It’s not easy. I still post very few of the photos taken of me, but posting anything at all is progress. I’ve been able to get to this point by looking at lots of photos of self-accepting people, such as those found on the wonderful (NSFW) website The Adipositivity Project (www.adipositivity.com). Big fat hugs and solidarity to you …

  9. I wish you well in your journey to fat/body acceptance. I realized a few years ago I had only a handful of pictures from the last decade. I to decided to make a conscious effort to become comfortable in having my picture taken again. I took lots of self-portraits, starting with parts I like, in b&w,, made myself look at the pics and find something to like about them.

  10. CajunMick says:

    Hell0 Y’all:
    After years of an undiagnosed/untreated thyroid disease, I blew up quite nicely. With the weight gain came Type II diabetes. By the time I was diagnosed w/the diabetes, I had health insurance. I began treatment and changes in the way I eat. I now eat more than I did when I was starving myself and have lost 60+ pounds. Still working on it.
    The body image thing is tough. I’m an artist, so aesthetics is very important to me. I can see beauty everywhere except in the mirror and photos that I’m in. I just couldn’t look at myself.
    Finally, I had enough. One evening, as I was getting ready to shower, I stood in front of the mirror and stared. I stared until I didn’t want to turn away. I still do this, and the time it takes towards accepting myself where I am now gradually gets shorter and shorter. We’ll see how it goes.
    Good luck to all of you who are finding your own ways to self-acceptence.

  11. The Bad Man says:

    You’re beautiful just the way you are man. It’s how you feel that is important, not how you look.

  12. Did any of your family members struggle with body issues or poor self- esteem?

  13. Wow I had no idea that men felt this way. Thanks for sharing because I never realize the stress that men feel when it comes to being overweight. I always thought it was a female issue and now that I am aware of this, I think about all my nephews and cousins that are extremely overweight. I am fat myself but love to be in the spotlight. I am concerned about my weight only because I am getting older and I am border line diabetic. I have an 11 year old that loves to be in the spotlight as well but is a little on the chubby side. always remember, if you are fit people will still judge but it is all about what is on the inside and just let the rest of that stuff go. I did.

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