Dillan DiGiovanni wonders if restrooms can actually become spaces where everyone feels comfortable.
For many people, neither men’s or women’s rooms feel safe, and I think that’s silly. Timely elimination is essential to good health. It shouldn’t be something people have anxiety about or need to struggle to accomplish. For the most part, we are in there to do one (or two) things, not much more. Granted, things happen at the club or even other bathrooms in other establishments a small percentage of the time. For the most part, we’re all just trying to get in and out as soon as possible and leave as few traces behind so people don’t think it was us. OR is that just me…?
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Folks who are gender non-conforming, those don’t fit traditional gender roles or cues, can have a heck of a time trying to get much-needed business done and a few little shifts would make a world of difference.
The first question I have is why? Who really gives a %&$? When I need to go, I need to go. I’m not really focusing on who else is in there and what they are doing. What’s the big threat or panic at the disco, friends? Get in there, do your thing, and mosey on.
I hear so many stories about people being confronted with fear of using the restroom. They develop a muscle of resilience and whole bag of tricks to make it work. Then, there are norms that are learned and passed down subliminally, grown from deep-seated fears coming from somewhere unknown.
I find myself celebrating when any kind of public space offers single-stall bathrooms and posts a sign that says, “restroom” outside of it.
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A friend of mine is almost six feet tall, has short brown hair and a rather slim frame. On MORE than one occasion in the ladies room, she was told she needed to leave and she had to protest her right to be in there.
I have another friend who had to time his trips to the restroom, watching the door carefully when people would enter and exit. He’s transgender. He didn’t feel comfortable using a ladies room because he, well, he looks like a guy. And he didn’t feel 100% comfortable using the men’s room because he wouldn’t have the equipment to use the urinal. They do make things that can help with this, believe it or not. He preferred to use a stall and was so paranoid about his feet facing the other way that he structured his whole day around using the restroom so other dudes wouldn’t mess with him.
Then, it occurred to him that other guys use stalls for #2. Chances are, they aren’t going to ask if that’s in fact what my friend is doing when his feet are facing the other way. He felt a sense of relief, then, and just flushes a few times to mask the sound of his peeing.
Another friend, born biologically male, said, “Funny. I have sort of a traumatic story about bathrooms from my childhood, too.” I listened and I realized that people of all identities are afraid. Everyone has stories.
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So, people who have bathroom fears develop strategies. They try to use it when they think it will be less crowded, like at a musical event or movie. They go during the middle of something, not during a break or right before or after. If there are two bathrooms, they use the one that less people are likely to be using. One guy who attends REALLY long weekend events (like 50 hours of training) and simply gave himself permission to get up during the middle of the presentations to go whenever he needed to.
What’s with the norm of women going to restrooms in groups? Why are they afraid of going alone? Since much of it seems to be around fixing/adjusting/altering physical appearance (hair/makeup/outfit), I wonder if it’s the fear of looking imperfect in some way. And how do other women perpetuate the norm that the group thing is necessary to fix things that need fixing?
Guys don’t have this, as much. There isn’t much conversation happening and wingmen are definitely not needed in the head. Instead there’s the culture of DON’T SAY A THING AT ALL. And the clearly-understood “leave a urinal between” norm that indicates the deeply embedded homophobia.
It’s 2014 and most restaurants or other establishments still have single-person bathrooms and still label them with a man shape or a lady in a skirt? I don’t know about you, but I don’t see that many people wearing skirts on a daily basis that we need to keep designating rooms that way. How have we not created an updated icon for this?
We all make the joke that the line for the ladies room is often three times longer than the line for the men’s room. During a break at a concert or performance of some kind, you follow it, snaking around. And it feels unfair. All those ladies standing there, waiting to relieve a full bladder while the men’s room stands relatively empty. I’m not connected to modern construction or engineering or architecture; are people doing anything to address this when erecting new buildings or updating existing ones? It affects how people can participate in their lives. It brings fear to something that should be an effortless and comfortable human experience.
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I find myself celebrating when any kind of public space offers single-stall bathrooms and posts a sign that says, “restroom” outside of it. More than celebrating, I sometimes thank the owners or persons in charge, for providing such a simple and hospitable accommodation.
One word: Restroom. It clearly explains what the space is for, and it doesn’t have to designate which human can use it and how that person should look.
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John Anderson, I know several guys besides me who are a little extra cautious around some friends on the off chance that our something be misintertreted. Glance wrong, stand 1/2 an inch to close…I’d be concerned that they might think I’m taking advantage of our friendship or thinking of them in the “wrong way”. A straight guy breaking space/approach rules is one thing. A gay guy doing it is another.
@ JJ Vincent Thanks, I was wondering about that. I can understand. Guys at work tend to be more reserved around women we haven’t known for a long time because you don’t want them to get the wrong impression. In my mid 20s, I was drinking with 4 male friends and 2 female friends at one of the guy’s houses. We hung out with these women since high school so we were close friends. One was passed out drunk and the other kept moaning “I gotta pee. I gotta pee”. She wasn’t going anywhere on her own so we were… Read more »
There’s a guy at work who’s openly gay. When there’s no one in the rest room, he uses the urinals and I’ll go to one of the empty urinals even if it’s the one next to him. When I’m at a urinal, he uses one of the stalls. I’ve noticed it with other guys too. They’d rather use a stall than a urinal next to another guy. I’m not sure if that’s a sexual orientation thing. I don’t know if that’s a we’re friends (He’s a good guy. We get along real well.) and I don’t want to check out… Read more »
John Anderson, good for you for bringing it up. No doubt other guys are thinking it, too. I agree with JJ, nothing more to add than what he said. And the story about my friend who had a bad experience in childhood–he’s straight. Got punished by peers for accidentally looking up when he was a kid in the boy’s room. Haunts him still…
It’s not just a question of discomfort. This is not just an empathy exercise. There can be serious legal ramifications for people who are in the “wrong restroom” (whatever that means). Where I work, a man going into a woman’s restroom for any reason is enough to generate alarm bells about a rapist on the loose. We would get warnings from security to be on the lookout for that guy, women go off-site to use the restroom, and there’s a real atmosphere of paranoia. That guy has a real shot of going to jail and being branded a sex offender… Read more »
wellokaythen, you are 100% right-on. You raise excellent awareness about something that most folks aren’t aware of–how hard it can be for transgender folks who don’t pass as the gender they want to be seen for or as by others. Women may get upset if they see someone who appears male and dressed as a woman entering the restroom, and you’re right about what may happen as a result, legally. We can agree that people have every right to be concerned about people who don’t have the best intentions but we aren’t always able to know that just from looking… Read more »