My Father’s Ponytails: A Love Story

My father wants me to mix his ashes with the ponytails that he has saved in plastic bags.  All things considered, this seems like a reasonable final directive.


Like many other men in their seventies, my father has prepared a set of final directives. He communicated these to me in an e-mail, reproduced here in its entirety but edited to remove any needless digressions about aliens, Hollow Earth conspiracies, moon landing hoaxes, and faked Second World Wars:

“Son, I want you to make damn sure they mix my hair in with my ashes. The bags of hair are in the drawer right next to the silverware. The guns and ammunition are on shelves next to the computer table (serial #s to follow in a separate document). I’ve got about 35 leather coats in the closet, too. Don’t forget about the leathers! I want you have to have those, and I’m sure they’re worth tons of money. Anyhow, these are just the kind of things that get on an old guy’s mind when he’s in the short rows.”

According to family lore I’m too lazy to research and dispute, my father’s mother used to spend hours currying his long, somewhat curly tresses with a pearl-handled comb. Even as he entered middle age and his hairline receded to the middle of his forehead, he remained intensely proud of the fact that he hadn’t gone completely bald. Both his father and younger brother lost their hair, which my father claimed had occurred because they failed to dry their hair properly. My father was also a firm believer in the “training” of hair, a process that consisted of using copious amounts of Brylcreem or styling mousse in order to cultivate the sort of slickly-coiffed ‘do preferred by famous NBA coaches. I was subjected to this process, with predictably horrifying results.


This is not, however, a sob story about my childhood obsession with hair care products (FYI, I already wrote that story and published it in a Lawrence, KS-based ‘zine). Nor is it an attempt to evaluate my father’s various conspiracy theories (“there’s no such thing as Osama Bin Laden,” “every single person who uses Facebook is a pedophile, and you can almost hear those zippers going down whenever a baby picture gets posted!” etc.). Rather, this is intended as a short reflection on his decision to grow, cut off, and store a series of ponytails over the course of the previous two decades.

He assembled me, my half-brother, and my mother around the dinner table.  My mother took a pair of safety scissors and sheared the ponytail, thereafter carefully sealing it in a Ziploc baggie.  

From the 1950s until the late 1980s, my father maintained a Unitas-caliber crewcut.  He grew a mustache and a beard at some point during the 1970s, but, hey, who didn’t?  The idea to grow a ponytail, however, didn’t manifest itself until he met up with a sleazy local musician he’d hired to compose a jingle for his Chrysler-Plymouth-Dodge dealership. The musician had a neckbeard and a long black ponytail, a look that my father would later describe to my half-brother as “awesome” and “unforgettable.”  “A fine head of hair just blows people away,” he often told me. As his business fortunes declined, his mullet increased in size. Each day before work, he would carefully rubber-band the mullet into a ponytail.

Prior to an important business meeting in Tampa where he was to allegedly encounter a ball of white, shimmering light and receive a revelation that he would never have to work another day in his life, he chose to remove the ponytail. He assembled me, my half-brother, and my mother around the dinner table. My mother took a pair of safety scissors and sheared the ponytail, thereafter carefully sealing it in a Ziploc baggie. At the time, this seemed perfectly understandable to me, much like the idea that hair could be “trained” by means of thorough hair gel application.


One huge wolf tattoo on his left pec, two wives, eight Shih Tzus, and twenty years later, my father now has at least a dozen bags of his own hair in his possession.  His long-suffering current spouse isn’t too enamored of the idea of saving this stuff, but, like my mother before her, is probably unwilling to argue with him about it.  When he shuffles off this mortal coil, it will fall to me to mingle his ashes with the locks he lovingly described as “salt-and-pepper” (“Make sure you mention that it’s salt-and-pepper!”) in the Yahoo! Personals ads my cousin and I wrote for him during the late 1990s.

Such is the burden I carry. So heavy, so light.


About Oliver Lee Bateman

Good Men Project contributing editor Oliver Lee Bateman is a columnist for Al-Jazeera America and Made Man Magazine. His writing has been featured in Salon, The Atlantic, Johnny America, Stymie: A Journal of Sport and Literature, the U.S. Intellectual History Blog, STIR Journal,, and NAP Magazine. He is also one of the founders of the Moustache Club of America and Penny & Farthing, two blogzines specializing in flash fiction and creative nonfiction that he co-curates with web developer Erik Hinton, medical consultant Nathan Zimmerman, and freelance writers Christie Chapman and J. R. Powell. Oliver is a lawyer as well as an assistant professor at the University of Texas at Arlington. Follow him on Twitter @MoustacheClubUS or on Google+.


  1. I can testify to the truth of this story. However, you did leave out the part of how he believed his long locks gave him strength – like Sampson. Looking back on my childhood I can now see his slow descent from normalcy into complete madness.

  2. Oliver Lee Bateman says:

    He does. He loves his little dogs!

  3. Does he train the Shih-Tzus’ hair as well? The photo would seem to say Yes 🙂

    Your dad sounds like quite a character – in a good sense.

  4. great to see you back OLB and great story about your lovable eccentric dad.


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