Turning 18 is a piece of cake, becoming a man is a piece of history. What is the difference?
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As a father, I often wonder if I am doing enough to prepare my son for manhood. I think about the question every day, because raising a child is more important than anything else.
I had a conversation with my 15 year old son about the life experiences that help you become a man. The question made him stop talking for a minute. He likes to hear himself talk, so that was 60 seconds of well deserved peace. And his answers made me stop talking, because you learn more when you listen. He is further along in his journey than I give him credit.
At first, he hesitated. I know, it’s a big question. To ease him into the topic, I shared some of my own growing-up stories. I talked about what I learned from struggling in school, from growing up with an alcoholic-parent and from being shy for most of my young life.
The 7 Experiences that Turn a Boy into a Man
My son attributes a great deal of his growth to what happened during his Junior High School experience (Jr. High). In Canada, students in grades 1-6 attend Elementary, grades 7-9 attend Jr. High and grades 10-12 attend Senior High. This may be different than in your state or country, so I thought I would provide a little context. Context can be everything.
If being a man means that we need to become serious, I think we lose something important.
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1. Persistence. In grade 6, my son made a choice to attend a Jr. High School where he had no existing friendships. At the time, he was having some conflicts with a few other boys and he decided that a new group of friends might give him a fresh start. He never anticipated that it would take two years to build friendships and become more accepted. In Jr. High, the hallways are like a Grid Iron, where a student’s emotions and their weaknesses are tossed around like footballs. Choosing to attend his Jr. High and stick with his choice meant something to my son. He wanted to show his mother and I that he made the right choice.
2. Rejection. My son was bullied, for no other reason than being innocent. In a world where innocence makes you a target, your most sensitive self is at risk. Other boys in his class were much more informed about sex, swearwords and substance use. My wife and I had shielded him and we were no longer able to do so. He frequently came home describing how other students made fun of him because he did not know about the latest sexualized term. He carried his pain silently and it made him question the beliefs he had been taught at home. “Being bullied can give you resilience, you know what you stand for and understand your own strengths.” Wise words.
3. Freedom. My son is 15 and like most his age he longs for more freedom. My wife and I are working on that one. We believe that freedom has to be earned, otherwise it can be devalued. He values his freedom because he is free from the watching eye of mom and dad. He says that when he is on his own, he makes his own choices and he has to live with them. And he believes that is the only way you can improve.
Becoming a man is not about leaving your family behind, but “it is about knowing that someone has your back.”
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4. Connection. Irony is a word that describes the teenage landscape. He longs for independence, but within an hour of being alone he is calling my wife or I asking when we are coming home. He is not afraid to hug us and desires continual reassurance of connection and love. Becoming a man is not about leaving your family behind, but “it is about knowing that someone has your back.” You may not like everything your parents say, but you need them to support you.
5. Play. My son has taught me the importance of play and being silly. His brand of manhood is to embrace your inner silliness. He loves to laugh and that is part of his manly spirit. If being a man means that we need to become serious, I think we lose something important.
6. Conflicts. My son bugs his sister: ALL. OF. THE. TIME. They fight like they are married. They fight about who gets to sit beside me for supper, who gets the last can of pop, who knocked whose backpack on the floor, who has to wipe the dishes and whose turn it is to take out the garbage. The arguing drives my wife and I around the bend. When I step back from the emotions I can see that inside of their arguments, they are fighting about real life: relationships and closeness, sharing, respect for boundaries, taking turns, and negotiating how we live together. It is beyond frustrating to listen to the fights, but they need some freedom to fight for what is important. My son says that having a sister has taught him about what women think and how they are different than men. Messy bedrooms and messy relationships can create a lot of arguments, but this is often where we learn the most about ourselves.
7. Roots. Inside my son’s room is a collection of Lego, mystery books, a telescope and a wooden motorcycle made by his grandfather. He is ferocious about keeping these things. They are memories of when he was young. He says, “You don’t want to let go of your childhood too easily. I’m not ready to be a man yet.” The best kind of memories can serve as a type of root system that will allow us to stretch out. I have a collection of my own trinkets, because I like to hold onto the boy inside the man.When my son turned 13, I played him, “The Boy Inside The Man,” by Canadian Rock legend Tom Cochrane. The song has a line that can serve as a guide for all of us.
Still I’ve kept my dreams alive
How about you? What stories or experiences are helping your son to make his own way into manhood? The Good Men Project is a place to have the conversation that no one else is having.
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Sean,
Very nice piece. I had some similar experiences with my sons and grandsons. Its amazing what we learn when we ask and then wait and listen, offering encouragement for more sharing. I was blown away by how perceptive an articulate my grandson, Deon, was. His usual one syllable grunts, all of a sudden became full statements of purpose and principle when I asked him about what it meant to him to be a good man.
Trump has a big mouth and he is adolescently mean toward those who don’t like him. Men and women. So far, except for firing women on his show, he hasn’t done anything but talk.
Bill Clinton, now. Having a daughter and seeing what the First Horndog actually did to women, with the aid of the media and his minions, I was even less interested in seeing him elected to anything. Apparently, the electorate thought other things were more important.
We’ll see, this time around.
I loved reading your piece Sean. It’s so insightful. Your son sounds like an intelligent, thoughtful, kind young man. Qualities that may not make him popular in high school but certainly will make him a good man as he matures.
What a touching eloquent piece. Made me think about the ways my boys teach me to be a man but also that there still is a boy inside me. Thank goodness.