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my name is John Bembry people may want
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to describe me as a rapper writer or
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artist but I’d like to look at myself as
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a creator I like to create things and
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I’m going to continue to create title of
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this piece is called a new heart I’m
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looking for a new heart
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mine is damaged beyond repair it works
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sometimes or never or when it wants to
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it doesn’t do well with anger it will
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tear up like a volcano burning
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friendships or itself it doesn’t show
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too many emotions
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it feels code in my chest and it tends
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to make me numb it seems to react to
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pain more than anything having a fun
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memory can trigger the pain in one side
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it enjoys darkness and solitude I’ve put
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in a lot of work on it it was almost
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completely broken not sure if this is
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how hard should feel if anyone has a
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heart and doesn’t mind ending it that
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would be great
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I can’t physically take it of course but
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maybe it can mend mind into what it
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should be it takes so much willpower and
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focused on the future
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to not let it affect me mentally at
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least I know my mind is strong as for my
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heart it’s gonna take a lifetime of
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treatment to return it to normal if it
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ever has been
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I just hope to feel true happiness one
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day I got introduced to pops the club in
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2013 Pop’s has influenced my life in
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ways I couldn’t understand being young
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but as I continue to come I continue to
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grow and learn from my past and also
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know there’s someone who felt like me
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then who will go through the same change
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