I guess life begins when you think you’re happy but when you realize that you’re only taking shelter in dreams. When I think about it, I was always late for myself and my dreams so that so many people would be happy in my life. There is only one thing I don’t understand. Do we have to leave someone or make someone unhappy in order to be happy in this life? Can’t everyone be happy at the same time?
You like someone, you start talking, then you start to expect, and all of a sudden it’s gone. On the other hand, you realize that you do not get upset over time and continue to live from where you left off, then suddenly it comes to your mind. ‘Didn’t I really love him?’ You loved it… Maybe you loved it too much.. You had already prepared yourself that you couldn’t be with him alone. Isn’t it strange.. Until recently, when you loved so much, you couldn’t see anyone else, but now he’s just ‘someone’… Maybe that wasn’t the right thing, but what was right for you at that time was to go.
Dear life… that your little boy ‘destiny’.. .Because of him, how many insecure friendships, how many worthless love, how many endless relationships I thought I was the lead role.. But I would like to thank all of them. Is it now? I’m harboring invisible dreams for someone even though I know I’m wasting my time. Is he aware? Unknown.. I’m not kidding myself.
Nothing happens when you meet anyway. What did the poet say, ‘When we can’t meet, it’s called love, when we get together, it’s a relationship.’ Let this be the only place for the two of us.
22/05/2018 from my diary
This article is dedicated to those who love and do not have a happy ending.
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