Leo Cruz is facing the future, and he is not sure where, who, or how he will be able to change.
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I Am Useless
by Leo Cruz
I am useless
I wonder if I am ever going to change and actually be good for something.
I hear everyone talking about their futures in college
I see everyone getting ready to graduate
I want to graduate
I am useless
I pretend to ignore it, act like there is nothing wrong
I feel ashamed of myself
I touch the very bottom of the abyss
That’s how low my life is
I worry that I am going to lose everything
I cry inside so no one can see
the weak side of me, not even myself
I am useless
I understand that I don’t do anything to change this but that’s because I don’t know where to start
I say to myself “Maybe one day I’ll change”
I dream that one day I’ll be different
I’ll be worth something
I try so hard to get myself up all alone
I hope that one day I can change
Be something else, someone worthwhile, but for now
I am useless
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