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I know you love me. Yet, you act so distant. Why? I gave you space and held space for you in my heart. I’m still holding space. Maybe I’ve been too nice? Willingly, I do whatever you like. I thought that’s what you needed. It didn’t offend me being so nice, I prefer to be nice.
The expectation that was set was that, I could count on you. You would be available to me. You have been, until recently. Did you know I was proud to be your special friend? Proud to receive your hugs and your love.
Is that the problem? The fact that we are “just friends” and you have no commitment to me. Must love have a title or label?
I only wanted to help. Was I too helpful? Or am I just assuming that you love me. After all, you’ve never said it, the L word; but your actions showed it. Actions speak louder than words anyway. I rather you show me you love me and never say it than say it and never show it, any day.
Wait. Am I making this about me, when it has nothing to do with me? It has nothing to do with me even when it affects me so personally. Let me guess, it’s you, not me. I see.
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