I Thought Emotional Pain Wasn’t Something a Man was Supposed to Feel, So I Covered it With Drugs One of my earliest memories is of waking up one morning at dawn to find my brother standing in the kitchen, shirtless and covered in blood.August 22, 2018 by Seth Blais Leave a Comment One of my earliest memories is of waking up one morning at dawn to find my brother standing in the kitchen, shirtless and covered in blood.