I’m happy here in my Internet world with my Internet friends
It’s been hard to look through a tangible lens
Haven’t physically made friends since I left that place which shall no longer be mentioned
Cringing over sappy television & grocery store sushi
If my life were a movie, it’d be juicy that’s why I’m scaling it down several notches
I think this bubble I’m in has botched any idea of fame
When around normies I feel shame
If my life were a game, it’d be the one with all the police chases
My current life involves saving face
I’m somewhere between awkwardness & grace
My Internet friends are rather inviting
As hard as I’ve been fighting my social anxiety still prevails
Dangling off the rails & yet I feel at home
I’d rather be destroyed than disrupt any hope of balance
Question is: am I up for the challenge?
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