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Alex tha Great, performing at WoWPS 2020 in Dallas, TX.
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how i denounce my blackness daily
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or tales from a black woman working in
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higher ed
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or when black privilege and white
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privilege collide
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stupid-ass keep trying to
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antagonize me
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i make excuses for them pass off their
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ignorance as just innocent curiosity
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but while they gotta complicate my life
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like me
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being black and woman and alive ain’t
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enough for me to have to analyze see i’m
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inclined to believe that questions like
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these don’t find them sitting up at
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night
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they don’t constantly have to use their
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brain as a filter as if their thoughts
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do instead of their mouth
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too often i get choked up on what i
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should be saying why am i in charge of
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your feelings
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trying so hard to step on your toes i’m
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just floating by placing an awkward last
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what awkward silence used to be but it
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ain’t funny so
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so to the white woman who asked me what
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my bruises look like
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presumably in comparison to the color of
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hers dare i say i was too taken aback to
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give you a proper response then but the
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fact that you even thought
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it okay to ask me some like that
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white privilege the fact
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that you only asked and didn’t carry out
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the act to see it black privilege
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see unlike you i have to live this
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attempt to navigate the my new space
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between life and death
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a smile and a tear one moment and the
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next my bruises
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looked like the atlantic ocean parted
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open and swallowed three million bodies
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in his belly
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my bruises looked like the ring being
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the only id emmett till’s corpse could
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carry my bruises
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like a whip knocking amnesia in the
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country forgetting his name was toby one
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foot
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bullet to the head broken ribs gal’s
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eyes severe tongue sound like a horror
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movie but that’s mamie till’s story
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sabrina fulton’s story coretta scott
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king’s story it’s my testimony this body
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be the pulpit this life is a sermon my
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bruises look like having to teach you
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this like the souls of black folk double
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consciousness
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see the fact that you spend your whole
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life making a living white privilege
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the fact that i spend my whole life
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thinking about dying black privilege but
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you want to know what my bruises look
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like
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like me being black and woman and alive
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and enough for me to have to analyze see
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my bruises look like this moment
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like me channeling all of this rage in
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the paper and pen instead of your face
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and my fist my bruises look like freddie
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gray like philando castile look like
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i’m regurgitating on 400 years of
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oppression my bruises
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look like summer montgomery baltimore
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ferguson like oakland look like any city
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you
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in i’m burning man can’t you see a body
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on fire
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you just stand there with that silly ass
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grin on your face dousing more fuel on
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the flames see this hearing easy man
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this living is a constant challenge this
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blackness is beautiful it’s a shame
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i can only go to the mirror to see it
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the fact that a sexual assault case
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doesn’t prevent you from the presidency
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white privilege the fact that i even
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have a job in health coverage at the
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same damn time black privilege
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my bruises look like i bite my tongue so
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hard last night i almost swallowed it
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look like my hands stay at ten
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and two i make no sudden movements my
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bruises look like sandra bland
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like the police can turn my eulogy into
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a suicide note look like the state of
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texas rewriting history
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to call slaves workers and a slave trade
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a migration
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riddle what is another word for a black
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family reunion
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a graveyard i am always the butt of all
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jokes the fact
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that you got something to laugh about
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white privilege the fact that i got
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something to smile about
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black privilege you asked me what my
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bruises look like
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the fact that you don’t see the irony
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white privilege the fact
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that i’m standing here as the evidence
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black privilege
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because if a black body ain’t the most
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obvious example
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of scarring and healing then truly
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i can’t tell you what is
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[Applause]
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