If I’m lucky enough to live to say 80 years old that’s ¼ of my life that was gone in under 60 minutes on a beautiful July day.
This is what it feels like to be in a sexless marriage. It’s without a doubt the loneliest that I have ever felt.
I have been struggling with being in a sexless marriage for quite a few years now.
I certainly don’t feel 50 or maybe I just don’t know what it even means to feel 50.
I’ve always viewed sex as the ultimate way to feel connected to her and I wish I could experience it every single day.
That’s how long it’s been since I was laid off. Today was the 1st day I felt fear.
I could just lie in bed with you at night doing nothing but holding you and talking and that in and of itself is so intimate.